Tea, Organization, and the Little Mermaid

Im on a tea hyper-rage right now ...is that even a word? You know there was once in my life where I lived life without tea, I actually hated it. Tea always meant I was either sick or stuck at a party of old chinese men laughing at some science jokes my grandpa would be cracking ...in chinese. Well it wasn't until I came to Butler and started hanging with one of my bff's who seriously drank venti green iced teas as part of her religion. She got me into it and BAM, im a tea-aholic. Tazo Green Tea ...amazing! Then comes the Black, Earl Grey, and English Breakfast quickly filing in to the list of pleasing my hearthy soul. This also goes for coffee as well. I've always liked it though and have been experimenting with the limited of options you can put into coffee to make it taste great. But as of right now, nothing beats just a straight up black coffee in my book.

So tonight I ditched some of my friends who are out clubbing downtown. Yes, I know I am soOo lame, Don't remind me. Here I am drinking tea and blogging about it -I feel like Im 50. Oh well, at least I wont have nightmares of those creepy 40 year old men grinding up on 20 year old booty hanging un-classy girls tonight. Anyway's I have way too much on my mind right now. But first off, I'd like to tell all of you bloggers or should say internet surfers (wow that was totally even more lame I just said that), for those who know me, know that I am probably the most unorganized forgetful person they have ever met. I am really bad with technology, I have lost or broken 3 camera's, broke 3 computers and my laptop I am writing this with, I give to the geek squad on a daily basis (my dad puts every technology thing I own under warranty, he knows well). I seriously don't do anything weird when I go on computers. How I actually made this blog, can put stuff up, and have viewers, is a complete mystery to me. One of my friends said that maybe I have some electric spark thing in my body that just counterbalances with all other machinery things. Maybe she's right and Im actually a robot. Oh wait that would completely defeat the purpose of being totally unorganized and can't remember anything. This past winter, I found out I had/have ADHD plus a couple of other disabilities and "whooaa jesus!" everything is so clear now on why I have had so much trouble in school and in daily moments in my life! Oh well it doesn't really matter that much anyways, I mean yes Im getting extra time on exams but on stage there not going to be pausing the show and saying "excuse me audience, this girl has ADHD, please excuse her lackness of not knowing this choreography!" haha although that would be really funny. So this is it people, I have learned too many lessons and I need to apply them to my life NOW! I am so ready to go back to school and be on top of things and know what Im doing, where I need to be, and not having to ask everyone what is going on! I have a planner and everything, this is going to work people! Hah I say this every year.

Which comes to my next part. I AM SO EXCITED to go back to school in 3 weeks! Being reunited with my best friends and living in the best house ever! I have been catching up on one of my favorite shows, Greek (best show ever, watch it) and I can't wait to live with all my sisters and be a part of greek life. My friend Shelby and I ( the one who drinks the venti ice tea's as well as watches greek with me) have an inside joke, because I think 40% of the reason why I love this show is because I am obsessed with the 10 sec theme song in the beginning of every episode. Shelby is going to get me a card for my birthday with that tune in it and will play when you open it! Hah this would complete my life if she actually found this card. Im starting to downsize my closet with piles of clothes I am bringing to school. I'm flying back so this means less is more? Ugh life is so complicating. My room is a complete disaster, it looks like World War 3 just finished between the clothes, random "art" work I need to finish/ put somewhere/ do something with along with the clothes I need to finish sewing, shoes I need to clean but don't know how and what to clean them with, notebooks (because you all know my life is all LISTS), and wildlife that sneak past my window ...aka bugs! oh man, life living in the woods. Talk about organization. Oh well 3 more weeks and this place will be spankin clean or I should say minimalism modern ...hah get it? because there will be nothing left? Just tryin to talk style here.

Last but not least, lets see if I have the courage to dye my hair in not natural colors. I've been thinking about it all summer but I just don't know how I should be doing this? Should my hair be long or short? Im just thinking of getting a strand of hair pink or turquoise or something like this. My friend Valeska said if I kept my hair as long as it is now I would look like a mermaid. We were laughing for about an hour non stop! It wasn't even that funny haha and I actually wouldn't mind looking like a mermaid. I mean who wouldn't want to be a mermaid or merman? They're like the prettiest made-up creatures ever made. I wonder what it would be like to be a mermaid? Well probably wouldn't have to worry about organizational skills or having tea "hyper-rage". Anyway's summer is almost over, I need to do this. I need to do something different and live my life in colors. Pshht let's see if I will actually end up doing this...